Insanity

Dear Diary! Sometimes I write things that only a few can understand. So theres no harm in making them public. This planet is full of fools, blind, deaf... The other day my professor was teaching us about steganography. The science of hiding messages in digital images such that no one but the intended receiver gets that. See that's simple. You hide something in plain sight and no one bothers to find. You tell them you are hiding something and they bombard you with questions.
Today is just like an ordinary day. I had an exam and I did not prepare for it (not because I was busy watching 8 episodes of the lame Vampire Diaries but because the paper was Engineering Project Management and there was no point of cramming things anyway). Then I had migraine last night and its getting worse and worse. I just watched another episode and that might be the reason I'm writing this.

It goes something like this. A guy named Silas with some supernatural powers sits next to a couple at a bus stop, tells them love is bullshit, boils the mind of the guy with his powers and tells the girl to run away or she will be next. She runs and then he tells the guy "Its okay buddy"...
I remember one of the lectures of Engineering Project Management in which my teacher said there are some assumptions that make our whole belief system and then that forms our culture. I wonder what will happen if people stopped believing in those assumptions or shared values? Where will the concept of good or bad, or right or wrong go if people started doubting the very truth of values that make their whole belief system? What happens when someone stops believing in things that define right and wrong? When I think about things like this, I find Joker an absolute genius. It drives me to the point of insanity that what one little statement can change your world. Isn't it unfair that your faith, values, norms everything depends on one single statement and all your life you have to hold on to that no matter how many people come and tell you its wrong. You have to hold on to that or everything you believed in will suddenly be shattered. you have to hold on to that assumption or it will drive you insane. I find it unfair. Because what if everything you've been told was a lie? What if the assumption you're holding on to was not right in the first place. You didn't create your belief system. It was given to you and you took it for as it was and you never really bothered to look for anything yourself.
You have to look for things yourself and you have to hold on to things because you find them true. Not just because someone told you they are true. Faith after research will be the strongest of the faiths. Without that, everything, all of your life is a mere assumption that you never bothered to test. Your very existence will be meaningless. Doesn't that drive you crazy? 

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